I had an intake with a new clinic: Human Concern.
But they wouldn't let me in because I was too sick and not motivated enough.
To be honest, I was relieved I don't want any help, I'm fine.
I'm going to live with a family for a while.
They had another anorexic living with them a few years ago, a friend of mine.
I'm so exited because they are great.
They live with a lot of dogs and cats.
I love living with a family because I never had one
I used to watch this tv show: "Kinderen geen bezwaar", it's about a family.
I loved it because it made me feel like I had a family.
My parents are divorced and fight a lot.
I don't have any brothers or sisters, I used to be very lonely.
I was bullied at school at didn't have any friends, I just readed alone and listended to music.
My dad is in the army and had to go away very often.
I was so afraid he was going to die in war and very depressed and thought a lot about sucicide.
Well this was my update, I will blog more soon.
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