I planned a fast for today. But I'm tempted to b/p.
In the morning I'm always so scared of myself.
What would I eat? Would I have enough control? Everyday is a new suprise what my ED is going yo bring to me.
I also have to go to the clinic. I go to Amarum in Almere, Holland.
It's only for therapy, I don't have to eat or sleep there (thank god)
I don't like it there, they're trying to earse who I am.
I'm very nervous for today because my parents have to be by the session.
She's going to tell them why I want to keep my ED.
Also I had to write about what the function of my ED is.
Wish me luck xx
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