The truth about Anorexia

A lot of people see me as an inspiration.
They ask how I got so 'perfect' or what my secret is.
Most of them are healthy young girls who are very slowly developing an horrible disease.

You want anorexia? You want to feel cold all the time? Lose your hair and teeth?
You'll become isolated, your friends won't bother you anymore.
 Hostpitals, clinics, crying parents, terrified friends.
All I can think about is losing weight, food, scales and numbers.
I don't read anymore or listen to movies. I can't enjoy anything.
The only moment that I feel a little bit happy is when the number on the scale goes down.
But there is an end.
If I lose anymore weight I would die.
My organs are failing and my heart is getting tired.
I could die in my sleep.
I lost everything and I still feel fat.

You don't want Anorexia.
It ruins your life.
And it doesn't make you skinny, at least not in your mind.