I miss the days

I miss the days,

where 300 calories was a snack,

I could enjoy my dad's home cooked meal,

a nice meal with my mum in the garden,

I miss those lazy days, when you just eat and watch movies. Careless.

I miss not knowing what calories are, not knowing what all those numbers on the package mean.

I miss only weighing when you bake cookies or cake.

I miss not giving a flying fuck about my weight.

I miss life.