My life with/without Anorexia

I got homework from the clinic:

Imagining my life in 5 years with Anorexia.

And imaging my life in 5 years without Anorexia.

So I decided to make a blog of that ;)

With Anorexia:

I live alone. I don't see anybody.

I just in bed all day. Probably high or drunk all the time.

I don't eat. Sometimes I binge and then purge.

I don't go out except to buy Binge-food.

I'm isolated and alone.

I'll be at my lowest weight my body could take.

But one day my body gives up and shuts down.

at least I would die skinny.

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My life without ED:

I live in America.

I have some friends and maybe a boyfriend.

I study photographery.

I can enjoy food.

I look healthy.

I don't own a scale and I don't measures my self everyday.

I'm not afraid to look in the mirror

I'm free.