School

I don't go to school anymore for almost 5 months.
Because I'm simply too sick.
School was always a hell for me. I think it's one of the reasons I developed an ED.
My therapist wants me to start school again and get in the real world.
But I cry by only the thought of going to school again.
I feel so numb there. Everyone is so much prettier and skinnier than me.
I know if I go back, I will stop eating forever.