It never leaves me alone

Everywhere I go, I get triggerd by numbers, food, body's and mirrors.

The ED never leaves me alone.

Everyone is so much skinnier.

Everywhere is food.

Everywhere are mirrors which I like to avoid. 

Everywhere are numbers that my head turn into kg or lbs.

When I watch a movie or read a book, I can only remember how much food and drinks they where in it.

I can't enjoy it.

I can't go anywhere because I think people would find me fat.

It never leaves you alone